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Friday, September 30, 2011
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Sunday, September 25, 2011
A Day In The Life...
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Thursday, September 22, 2011
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Thursday, September 15, 2011
Saturday, September 10, 2011
Friday, September 9, 2011
Saturday, September 3, 2011
Wednesday, March 23, 2011
Saturday, February 19, 2011
The first anniversary of Gary's death.
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Why am I here? Because it's like a sanctuary. It's a beautiful place. When I come back I remember what it was like to be in this space. To have so many amazing friends around me. All the laughs. All the fun I had before being introduced to Facebook. So on this day, where do I come? Here. It represents a happier time in my life and Mom told be today, I have to find my way back, and she's right because I can't go on with this much pain. Gary's never coming back. Ginny and Roy may never pick up the phone. That's the reality. She said "Suzanne, you have a choice..." (Although it's my birth name, Mom never calls me Suzanne unless she means business and trust me, she meant business.) So, I'm a Blogger again. I like that. And now I'm off to visit Kylie and ask for a prayer.
Friday, January 21, 2011
The End...
I'm thinking about closing this place. Officially. So much on my mind. I loved this place very much.
Wednesday, December 15, 2010
Thursday, November 11, 2010
Friday, July 30, 2010
Memories...
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Sunday, June 27, 2010
Happiness...
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My amazing sister Tammy on the far left. Her gorgeous daughter Monica then my new about to be niece in law Kayla. The rest I don't know. But I know the three I love. Tam, if you ever see this, I love you so. Tammy, you know. And Monica, if you read this, listening to Citizen Cope, Sideways. I love you both so much. Aunt Suzy XOXOXO
Friday, June 25, 2010
Some of the girls!
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I haven't been around. Why? Because I feel as if I've lost my voice. Writing here was so effortless, but after months on face book, using the least words possible, I feel as if I've lost me. It used to be so easy and now it's not. I miss all of you. I miss this place. The way it always felt so gentle. Like landing in a down pillow. I'll try to write more often if you start showing up again.
XO
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