Tuesday, December 2, 2008

My Life...

"We who choose to surround ourselves with lives
even more temporary than our own,
live within a fragile circle; easily and often breached.
Unable to accept its awful gaps, we would still live no other way.
We cherish memory as the only certain immortality, never fully understanding the neccesary plan.... "

~Irving Townsend

I read this quote on a dear friends blog who lost a kitty recently. Thanks Deb. It's beautiful. I've been struggling you know. Every day is hard. I go to the park and I loath it. How did I lose 10 cats in less than a month? And not just 10 cats. 10 cats I loved. Where do I put that? Where do I tuck this pain? I think I'm okay, but writing this makes me realized I'm not.
You don't have to respond or comment, I'm just trying to work my way through something that hurts so much.
XO Suze