Monday, March 1, 2010

Life's a journey...

A road less traveled...Nash, my feral.

I can't believe my life. It hurts yet it feels so beautiful. I'm so lucky yet in such pain.


19 comments:

Amy said...

I'm lucky - to have re-connected with this amazing family. I Love You!

Leah said...
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barbara said...

GLAD YOU MADE IT HOME SAFE. I SAW PICTURES ON ANGIE FIRMALINO FB OF THE STORM. IT BRINGS BACK MEMORIES. DID YOU SEE JAN? I KNOW SHE DOESN'T GO OUT MUCH. HAVEN'T TALKED TO HER IN AWHILE. YOU ARE A BIG FAMILY SO I HOPE ALL WENT WELL UNDER THE CIRCUMSTANCES. TAKE A DEEP BREATH AND SMELL YOU ROSES. LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL IN MY BOOK. THINKING OF YOU AND OUR LOVE TO YOU.

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Suzanne said...

Amy...the most beautiful wake and funeral I've ever seen. Ever.

Suzanne said...

Leah, I tought of you while in NY. My brother's girlfriend is Jewish and so is my nephew's. Life is often so simple. And yes...the park uncomplicates everything. I love you baby.

Suzanne said...

Aunt B,

Yes, saw Jan. Didn't even know she was at the funeral until the end. After hugging everyone, looked up and there she was in the back. Nearly died. You know us as a family. It mattered. So much pain, but so much joy. Do you know what I mean? I wouldn't trade the 22nd-24th for anything. I wouldn't. So much pain, but so much joy. I know Gary is watching over us. Tenderly. I love you.

Mike129 said...

Welcome back, love!

I *really* like this photo a lot.

Suzanne said...

Mike ~ Hi baby. Going back to the park today mattered. I exhaled. I saw my darling homeless friend and he held me while I cried. There are days that will be unkind. I know that. I know.

the walking man said...

It is the pain that notes there is yet some contented pleasure to be had. contrasts Suzanne, contrasts.

Karen ^..^ said...

Sometimes that balance nearly kills us, it hurts so badly.

It's inspiring that you are seeing the good amidst all the pain. Good for you.

Thinking about you.

Megan said...

Okay, okay...I'll say it.

Hi, Suz!

:)

Megan said...

Sh*t. I meant Blottie! I meant to say Blottie!

Argh!

INNER VOICES said...

welcome back.

Suzanne said...

Mike. Love you so. Way too much heart. Wish less.Way too much heart. Love you.

Suzanne said...

TWM ~ Hummmmmmmmmmm. I can't find it. You know. I loved him so much I can't find it. I've never felt so alone in all my life.

Suzanne said...

Karen, I'm in so much pain and don't know where to put it.

Suzanne said...

Megan, you're so damn funny!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Suzanne said...

IV

Hi baby. I feel so sick. I'm supposed to do this, but I feel so sick. I love you.