Amanda (my sister Laura's daugher), Des (my sister Janet's daughter) about to give birth to my family's first great grandchild, my darling mom, Alison (Laura's other daughter), Cailee (my sister Charlene's daughter), my beautiful niece Monica (Tammy's daughter), my wonderful future niece in law, Kayla, my amazing niece Valerie (Jan's other daughter). Just some of the crew!I haven't been around. Why? Because I feel as if I've lost my voice. Writing here was so effortless, but after months on face book, using the least words possible, I feel as if I've lost me. It used to be so easy and now it's not. I miss all of you. I miss this place. The way it always felt so gentle. Like landing in a down pillow. I'll try to write more often if you start showing up again.
XO
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well, are yo u gonna visit us?
knock knock
What up Suzy-Q?
Yes Kylie, I will. Once I pry my hands from...
HA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
MM, knock it off!
Not much Bobbie! I haven't been very busy lately. ;)
Leah, I'll keep writing. I'll find my voice. Wonderful advice. I'm sorry you lost a friend. I think I know who it is and I'm really sorry about that. It's amazing how close you can get through cyberspace. Hell..."Confessions" is a perfect example. Have I been hurt? You bet! So yes honey, I understand. I'm always here for you. And thanks. Love you. XO
Oh, and Leah, Val (Valerie) is the one in the pinkish/redish number...last on the right. The psycologist who lives near you. She could probably fix all your problems!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! She can't fix our family, but she's good at fixing everyone elses!!! I think we're a tough nut to crack! Love you. XO
I never know what to write.
But I like to watch.
I've been too busy to both facebook OR blog. Plus, my voice is gone on the blogs because of one person who visits and uses what she reads against me in my personal life. You know what's going on with me, so I have to be very very careful. I wake up with a deep grief every morning and cry before I go to sleep at night. I don't know what to do at this point.
Mike...I'm just me. You know what to say to me. I love you very much, so you know what to say to me.
Karen...baby. Hummmmmm. Yes, I know, but you can't stop living. You are a beautiful soul with a beautiful life. Don't allow her to kill your spirit. I love you very much. We both do. Everything will be okay. Exhale. :)
Thanks! ;)
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