Monday, February 8, 2010

Welcome Home...

My blogging friends. Thanks. For waiting for me to wade through Face Book and find my way. It's been a journey. Why? I don't know. I guess maybe because I needed to feel something I hadn't in awhile. I did. High school friends helped me in so many ways, but now it's time to move on. To come home. To write like I write without much editing. To not worry about fitting something like 145 charaters in a freakin' little box. To just talk with ease. To relax among friends.
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You know it's funny. I only had one meltdown on fb in 6 months compared to my one every month here!!! That's funny. You would think the opposite. Nope. Only one and only just recently! Tired I think. Overwhelmed with the enormous weight of trying to get the yard back in shape in a short period, my responsibilities and my brother's accident (no, you don't know about that, but I'll tell you later).
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I've been so afraid to come back here. Afraid I'd forgotten how to write a complete sentence. Scared I wouldn't know what to say. How to tell the stories I love of everyday life. But I know now that you're all here, waiting, and so I feel completely at home. And so it's with so much ease that I write this post. You know my garden, my home, my animals and my life. When I write about being stressed about the garden, you understand. Honestly, I don't think I have to write a word. You just know. There is a comfort in that I can't even express.
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We've been through so much together and so I write this with much love and appreciation. Thanks for waiting for me to find my way.
Love you all,
Me XO

27 comments:

Joyful Jo said...

Of course we will wait for your return. Who else but you can tell a story in the funniest and descriptive way as you do!!. I'm still here waitng with open arms to welcome you back.

kylie said...

yep, you were back on january 25th, too
are you gonna come back as often as you leave?

anyhow, i'm not commenting here. you dont visit me anymore

the walking man said...

It is a many splendored thing this digital road.

Leah said...
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Karen ^..^ said...

Aww, Tbone looks so welcoming in that picture! I assume you've got your picture problem straightened out now? I'm glad, I've missed your beautiful photos.

Facebook has become boring. No one seems to comment it anymore!

I've written two posts in as many days on blogger and I feel more comfortable there, too.

Welcome home, Doll.

Mike129 said...

Never be afraid among friends, even if you find you can't write full sentences. :)

I love that pic. It does look very "welcoming."

Weren't you going to send me some pictures?

Anonymous said...

HI Suzanne! Glad your back. I'm taking a break from blogging for a while and Facebook too. I feel so overwhelmed by everything I just need a "reality" break. Ha ha ha!!!

LOVE the hydrangeas!!! I'm trying to get mine back in shape.

BTW, my kitties left me a "treat" this morning. There was a dead mouse on the floor in my office. Aren't they sweet? I mean that! I'm sure they thought that was the best present they could ever give me. Now...to make sure no more mice get in the house!!!

XOXOXOXO
RC

krystyna said...

Welcome BlogLand Suzanne!
BlogLand is not the same without you!

Love & hugsss

Suzanne said...

Jo,thank you. It matteres. You know me so well. All of you. You know I'm crying. You know me so well...

Suzanne said...

Kylie, I don't think that's very funny...

Suzanne said...

TWM, Yes, it is. I've learned alot.
XO

Suzanne said...

Leah, I understand. You'll find it. I did. I love you baby. XO

Suzanne said...

Karen,

Hi baby. Exhale. I don't know what it is sweetie. I don't know. I just know fb doesn't satisfy me. Fully. Blogger does. As much as I bitched! It does. There's something about being able to write a full paraghraph without being edited. That makes me smile. ;)

Thank you baby. I love you. Sis...and yes, welcome home...

Suzanne said...

Mike...welcome. And yes, pics, I do remember. I forwarded one. Good luck with that!! ;)

Yes, I love you very much.

Suzanne said...

RC,

Trust me, I understand. You know how I struggle. Baby, I don't know how to fit everything in. I don't. I don't think any of us do, so we take we take brakes and refresh!

Your kitties love you. You know how much I hate murder, but kitties have a way of doing it so well. Exhale. Embrace it. You're a lucky woman to have that much love!

From me too. I do love you so. Find your way and your voice. XO
I'll wait for you as you've always waited for me.

Suzanne said...

Krystyna...Hi baby!!! I love you. Thank you. I'll stop by. Thank you from the bottom of my heart. XO

Megan said...

How dare you come back to blogging before I do?!?

e said...

Hi Suzanne,

T-bone looks like one happy dog in that photo! What happened to your brother?

Happy Blogging...

just bob said...

Hi Blottie

Suzanne said...

Megan...a beat your ass!!

Suzanne said...

E...snow mobile accident. I'll post about it. Horrible.

And yes...T is a happy dog!!!

Suzanne said...

Hi Bob. I love you. XO

Suzanne said...

Bob...your profile's not available. You're kidding me, right? Fix it b/c I'm not going to put up with that BS. No, I'm not kidding. ;)

Suzanne said...

Bob, you no longer have a blog. Why? That's not fair. Why?

Merely Me said...

Knock Knock. Anyone home?! I hate missing out but more and more I hear disillusionment with FB so I really don't want to join just to stay connected...can you imagine all the really trivial stuff I would post? Status: drinking wine. Update: Wine again. Update: Hmmm. Maybe I should drink wine? Update: It's 12:00 somewhere. Get the picture?

Suzanne said...

MM
You're going to be fine. XOXOXOXOXOXO

Snowbrush said...

I've been through quite a lot of your blog but have yet to learn the source of your physical pain. I gather that it's chronic and significant, and I'm sorry for that. I've gotten much support from fellow bloggers in dealing with my own pain, and I hope you have too.