tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2525340858239216146.post8519894003393907276..comments2023-10-25T08:09:31.716-07:00Comments on My Rose Cottage Studio: I WON!!!Suzannehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13111045716713716292noreply@blogger.comBlogger57125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2525340858239216146.post-52500182420988372582009-07-29T09:13:08.072-07:002009-07-29T09:13:08.072-07:00Hi Suzanne!
You are lucky indeed...These comments...Hi Suzanne!<br /><br />You are lucky indeed...These comments even made me cry, and I don't think that's because I'm on the verge of menopause or turning 50 the same week you do...<br /><br />Enjoy the music...I'll bet you'll turn some heads!ehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/11376645220662546020noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2525340858239216146.post-52849175030387197742009-07-28T19:33:04.416-07:002009-07-28T19:33:04.416-07:00Hi Blottie.Hi Blottie.just bobhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/06686002034670653764noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2525340858239216146.post-80158842511316164962009-07-25T20:30:27.401-07:002009-07-25T20:30:27.401-07:00Cece,
You're killing me. This comment page h...Cece,<br /><br />You're killing me. This comment page has made me cry so hard and now you're making me cry harder. I actually got up, walked to the mirror and took a good hard look at myself. I don't think I like what I see. You're right. You are darling. And the words that hurt most where about how he helps anyone I ask him to. Anyone. He's helped a homeless friend at the park for months. Even drove 2 hours from his office to take the guy to court in another county to get a death certificate. Just because I asked. You're right, you know. Not all guys are like that. But my guy is. He helped Bindi find her way. Has helped my sisters through difficult times. My Mom. My friends. People I hardly know. Legal advice...free whenever I say "honey, can you help please?" When I call and say I need help, Rob never fails me. Never. Why don't I appreciate it? Cece, you make me feel so ashamed. And that's how I should feel. I need to feel this way. I need to cry this hard. I do. Don't feel bad. I needed you to kick my ass. And you did. Ouch. Next time please don't wear steel toes boots. <br /><br />I know how much you love him and he you. I know darling. I absolutely cherish the relationships he forged with my family, my friends and my darling, darling blogging friends, just because he loves me and reached out when I asked. And now he has beautiful realationships with all of you I can only imagine. You know how special he is and I know that's why you're here reminding me to open my eyes. Often I'm selfish and an idiot. I know you know that and I appreciate the fact you kindly reminded me. Baby, it's so hard you know because I know you know. I'm so hurt and I often think I can't find forgiveness, but you've reminded me that forgiveness isn't that far away. And not so hard after all if I just open my heart and stop worrying about stupid stuff. <br /><br />And yes, I, like you, know the man is a treasure. I do baby. Thanks for reminding me. And you know what else? This has been the most amazing comment page. An amazing lesson. I'm so grateful for each and every comment. People often think they don't matter. That their voice isn't heard. They do, and it is. <br /><br />Thank you so much darling. I love you very much. You know that. <br /><br />XOSuzannehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/13111045716713716292noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2525340858239216146.post-56714770506560397022009-07-25T19:50:17.341-07:002009-07-25T19:50:17.341-07:00I just want to realize how lucky you are to have f...I just want to realize how lucky you are to have found a man that love you. A man that shows you how special you are by entering you into a contest without you knowing it. A man that goes out of his way to help people he has never heard of, just because you love them and you asked him to help you. Finding love in this cruel world is a treasure. Even if that gift hurts you from time to time, it is still a treasure. It is a treasure that many of us are still searching for, and some of us may never find.Cecehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/04782993667905723482noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2525340858239216146.post-20538058405244373942009-07-25T19:49:15.116-07:002009-07-25T19:49:15.116-07:00Kylie,
You're so adorable. I know you were...Kylie, <br /><br />You're so adorable. I know you were never away, I was talking to Krystyna. You make me laugh.<br /><br />Kylie, Leah and Otin,<br /><br />About what to do. I don't feel as if I'm handling anything with dignity. For instance today, I'm so tired from a long night and so puffy from crying I'm cranky. Rob came today for a short time to help out because his mom needs the car tonight to go to a concert, and I wouldn't talk or even look at him. I felt so resentful. I've done nothing wrong, yet I'm the one left to basicially run this entire household alone. And I'm exhausted. And I'm angry. Why? Because it isn't fair. I didn't do anything wrong, yet I'm the one suffering. I just can't find forgivness in my heart yet because it's so filled with pain and exhaustion.<br /><br />The three of you are so precious and thoughtful and trust me, I've really listened to you. I've read your words numerous times and given them a great deal of thought. I can't forgive right now, but maybe soon. But who's to say he'll come back? He's had a taste of freedom and he might like it. I don't know because we haven't discussed it. <br /><br />You know what I realized reading this comment page. I'm lucky. It was a beautiful love affair. Even if this is the end, that's okay because when it was good, it was really, really good and I have amazing memories. Decades of beautiful memories. Not everyone can say that, but I can. You all helped remind me and I'm grateful because I was becoming so resentful after this difficult year I'd started to forget. And I don't want to. Everyone's fighting so hard for us. Family, long time friends, dear blogging friends. You all obviously see something that matters and maybe Rob and I will figure it out. It's nice to have so much love and support. And I want you all to know I appreciate your kindness from the bottom of my heart. And not just Kylie, Leah, and Otin. All of you. Thank you so much for so many beautiful words.<br /><br />And one more thing before I go. I want you all to know you can always talk to me about anything. Your opinion matters. I listen. I really, really listen. I try to always learn, to change if I need to. So your words actually do matter. I learn from all of you, so don't ever hesitate to offer your opinion or advice. I can't figure everything out on my own, so I need all of you. I have amazing respect for each and every one of you and what you say matters to me. This comment page has been absolutely remarkable and moving. I'll never forget it. Thank you so much for sharing your thoughts with me. <br /><br />And "Walking Man," I went to Home Depo and bought industrial strength velcro. We're good to go. Okay, who wants to hear Bach!<br /><br />And just so you all know, I will never listen to Bach and not think of all of you. That's funny!<br /><br />With so much love,<br />Me XOSuzannehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/13111045716713716292noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2525340858239216146.post-35432234733751556242009-07-25T18:12:28.700-07:002009-07-25T18:12:28.700-07:00Otin,
I visited the official website of Ozzfest a...Otin,<br /><br />I visited the official website of Ozzfest and had a really good laugh. I don't think they advertise on my classical station!!! <br /><br />;)Suzannehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/13111045716713716292noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2525340858239216146.post-27194742209617141472009-07-25T17:47:04.080-07:002009-07-25T17:47:04.080-07:00Suzanne, I don't know your situation that well...Suzanne, I don't know your situation that well, and I have known you for a very short time, but it seems to me that if you cannot forgive Rob for his mistake, then you are hurting yourself as much as you are hurting him. Men don't understand how things can crush a woman's soul, we don't have the capacity to be as emotionally deep as most women do, guys have more of a "What is the big deal"? attitude, I am not saying that it is right, I am just saying that that is the way men think. If he understands that he was wrong, and you still love each other, then there is no reason to live in torture, at least give it a chance, you may spend years trying to forgive him, but it may be better if he is by your side while you try! If I am off base, please don't get upset, I don't have much knowledge of your situation, I am just trying to help!Mikehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/03158978490041796686noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2525340858239216146.post-11811251482649578442009-07-25T11:04:21.645-07:002009-07-25T11:04:21.645-07:00Okay, this is just too romantic. I'm totally ...Okay, this is just too romantic. I'm totally doubling back on my original stance and joining the chorus wholeheartedly.<br /><br />Suzy, as far as I'm concerned long marriages are long because people stay in them and perhaps ultimately for no other reason. When there is love and laughter, great sex and a sweet history together, that's all so much the better, and what else is needed?Leahhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/14061893047279652658noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2525340858239216146.post-59104631355435515692009-07-25T05:49:32.400-07:002009-07-25T05:49:32.400-07:00call him.now.
i'm off to bed
mwahcall him.now.<br /><br />i'm off to bed<br /><br />mwahkyliehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/08964475783207438103noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2525340858239216146.post-54480835106308928742009-07-25T05:44:51.370-07:002009-07-25T05:44:51.370-07:00sure we can velcro the hell out of everything I we...sure we can velcro the hell out of everything I wear...the party is on!the walking manhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/10058913927297370740noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2525340858239216146.post-49994072430552748742009-07-25T05:36:05.460-07:002009-07-25T05:36:05.460-07:00I'm up a 5 am without Newman. I would only be...I'm up a 5 am without Newman. I would only be up at this time with Newman. I'm so damn sick of menopause. How in the hell am going to get through menopause? And this is just the beginning. I'm so sick of this crap.<br /><br />You made me cry. You know why because he's a terrific guy. You made me look at my life. Rob, on top of everything else, is probably the best guy in bed you'll ever meet. No, I'm not kidding. So on top of every thing else I miss, I miss that. I just miss being loved to death. <br />Thank you darling for making me think.Suzannehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/13111045716713716292noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2525340858239216146.post-82521516658752711932009-07-25T05:11:18.012-07:002009-07-25T05:11:18.012-07:00and it was meant to say wipe that thought from you...and it was meant to say wipe that thought from your mind but you know, whip it away if that does it for ya ;)kyliehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/08964475783207438103noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2525340858239216146.post-75424985076107432132009-07-25T05:09:27.098-07:002009-07-25T05:09:27.098-07:00we wrote those comments at the same time so i didn...we wrote those comments at the same time so i didnt read the last one until i posted<br /><br />YOU LOVE HIM<br />YOU WANT HIM BACK<br />SO DO IT!<br /><br />suze, you dont have to wait until you're not angry. acknowledge it but dont make him pay for it and it will fade. especially if you laugh togetherkyliehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/08964475783207438103noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2525340858239216146.post-33270419659958662192009-07-25T05:06:29.790-07:002009-07-25T05:06:29.790-07:00i was never away suze,
i just dont always have any...i was never away suze,<br />i just dont always have anything to say but your love for rob is so obvious and i just had to remind you in case your story of a thousand laughs wasn't enough<br /><br />and i dont think you screw up<br /><br />not at all<br /><br />wip that thought from your mindkyliehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/08964475783207438103noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2525340858239216146.post-32891421961345198042009-07-25T05:03:38.601-07:002009-07-25T05:03:38.601-07:00Kylie,
I love you so.
Rob and I are like one. T...Kylie,<br /><br />I love you so.<br /><br />Rob and I are like one. That will never change. We have loved one another a very long time and I don't know how that changes even when life does. It's just us and we do love one another so very much. Something just went terribly wrong and I went balistic. I don't know how to change what went wrong. I don't. Do I still love him? Of course I do. Look at him! How can you not love that man. He's gorgeous. And he's funny. And he's smart. He's everything I want in a man. He just made one horrible mistake and I'm wrestling with that. I so want my life back, but I'm in so much pain I don't know what to do.Suzannehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/13111045716713716292noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2525340858239216146.post-29733430949274928092009-07-25T05:00:14.643-07:002009-07-25T05:00:14.643-07:00Can you win me a few tickets for Ozzfest!? LOL!Can you win me a few tickets for Ozzfest!? LOL!Mikehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/03158978490041796686noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2525340858239216146.post-66775284046757987662009-07-25T04:32:50.702-07:002009-07-25T04:32:50.702-07:00Hearing you put it like that put it all in perspec...Hearing you put it like that put it all in perspective. How odd. He's a good guy. <br /><br />I love you darling and you have a beautiful day too!!! It's so nice to have you back. I won't screw up anymore. It's just so lovely to have you here.<br /><br />XOSuzannehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/13111045716713716292noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2525340858239216146.post-60050518758652527162009-07-25T04:28:06.707-07:002009-07-25T04:28:06.707-07:00hi babe,
leah's comment about the chorus of pe...hi babe,<br />leah's comment about the chorus of people telling you to get back together stopped me in my tracks for a bit. of course i know nothing about your life............<br /><br />but you know what?<br /><br /><br />nearly every one of your posts mentions rob<br />you see him all the time, you talk about him, you laugh together and you are so positive about your history. <br />if i had that i'd be pretty happy<br /><br />or maybe not, sometimes i wonder if i'm just a whinger and i wouldnt be happy with gandhi himself<br /><br />anyway, now i'm just doing a stream of consciousness and it's probably dumb<br /><br />byeekyliehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/08964475783207438103noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2525340858239216146.post-23400325797112729012009-07-25T04:04:35.227-07:002009-07-25T04:04:35.227-07:00Good Morning Suzanne!
I am so sorry that your long...Good Morning Suzanne!<br />I am so sorry that your long relationship with Rob is over. I didn't understand about that correct. <br />I don't know what to say. <br /><br /><br /><br />Have a wonderful day!krystynahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/06601147712863712118noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2525340858239216146.post-24549294688059578642009-07-25T03:48:47.469-07:002009-07-25T03:48:47.469-07:00My stereo is stuffed in my trunk, by my Mercedes i...My stereo is stuffed in my trunk, by my Mercedes isn't. What?Suzannehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/13111045716713716292noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2525340858239216146.post-48807398776473164052009-07-25T03:44:29.598-07:002009-07-25T03:44:29.598-07:00This is just a general comment. You know how my s...This is just a general comment. You know how my stereo went missing. Turns out my Mercedes shop took it out to protect it. I guess it's in the trunk or something. It's too funny because you pull up to my Mercedes shop and the cars are all GORGEOUS!!! They stay outside all day in all their glory, then get taken into the shop at night to protect their pretty asses. My Mercedes drives in and is humbled by so much beauty. Trust me, my Mercedes is nothing special, but I do have a Bosch stereo. Apparently the guys at the shop were worried it would be ripped off, pulled it out and saved it's ass. That's just too damn funny.<br /><br />;)Suzannehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/13111045716713716292noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2525340858239216146.post-63888287067028587122009-07-25T03:36:28.921-07:002009-07-25T03:36:28.921-07:00Giggie,
You know what's so beautiful, I can h...Giggie,<br /><br />You know what's so beautiful, I can hear your voice when you say "Love ya." How did we all get so lucky? I love you too. I know that past few days have been hard, but also a relief. I love you so much darling.<br /><br />XOSuzannehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/13111045716713716292noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2525340858239216146.post-45660732982259183512009-07-25T03:29:14.919-07:002009-07-25T03:29:14.919-07:00Giggie,
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh. Baby, what am I gonna do...Giggie,<br /><br />Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh. Baby, what am I gonna do? Yes, my head in hung. It's hard. You know I love the man with all my heart. He's an amazing guy, but am I pissed. Yes. Do I deserve to be pissed? Yes. But writing to Kylie made me realize I have to figure things out. I love him very much. Is he my guy? Yes. Of course, but am I pissed. Yes. And I have a right to be. And I need to be pissed. I deserve this time to figure everything out. And I will.Suzannehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/13111045716713716292noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2525340858239216146.post-69715408199045468512009-07-25T03:16:42.159-07:002009-07-25T03:16:42.159-07:00Bindi, thank you so much for introducing me to the...Bindi, thank you so much for introducing me to the 99 cent store. I love that place. I do. I bought a 99 cent watermelon that cost $3.99 at Save Mart. Organic tomatoes that cost $4.99 at Trader Joes. It's insane how much I save at that store. I love that store and visit every two or three days!!! Because you know what honey, you never know what you're going to find!!! A bunch of us stood around the other day and discussed the beauty of that store, while collecting all the damn seedless cucumbers we could get our hands on. Oh, and organic lettuce that cost $4.99 at Raley's. It's insane. I. Love. That. Store. You know the truck goes there then to Raley's, Save Mark and Safeway. It's stupid funny. It's a gift that just keeps giving. I got a gorgeous 10 lb bag of Idaho potatoes for 99 cents the other day. Bindi. That's just insane.<br /><br />XO<br /><br />PS I love you darling!Suzannehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/13111045716713716292noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2525340858239216146.post-68507168275109782532009-07-24T23:09:46.538-07:002009-07-24T23:09:46.538-07:00Hey Blottie,
I am here...love ya...listen to Cece...Hey Blottie,<br /> I am here...love ya...listen to Cece and stop and listen to your heart and remember the laughter...and when it all began...then see where it all can go from here...not everything can be as it was...but there is always hope for something better...<br /><br />Giggie, xoxoGighttps://www.blogger.com/profile/02842249176478470254noreply@blogger.com